Friday, September 26, 2008

random random

not that i don't want to belive lar, but i think the daily horoscope thingy from Keen Horoscope are bloody accurate loh.

for eg, on 19th Sept, it says:
"Navigating through sabotage
Ignore the pettiness and move forward. Their drama will ultimately favor you.
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(that is the week whereby the drama-yve having all her drama and link me into it. =S so boliao. and i shall not pollute my blog with her nasty words).


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i slept at 2am this morning with EOD assignment around 80% done.
the first sun ray that wakes me up - it's so bright i cant go back to sleep. that was 7am.
i turned around and saw little orange furry ball, starring at me.




*see how u gonna sleep with im starring at u*
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*EOD EOD EOD*
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alright then i was awake. EOD? be it eod bod or eoa. i just hate to do assignments. i mentioned i rather go for exam, didn't i?
(oh well, there is chance that i might wana take this back. though chances are very slim. but must save some 后路).
then i actually start a dumb round of cam-whoring with all the soft toys won from EKKA.


eg sth like that:

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or something like that:

oh well i know lar this is so bo liao.

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i think im so crazy.
i actually feel DOWN after submit my EOD assignment at 2.50pm.
im so pervert.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Statistically...

Statistically...

i vaguely remember that once i did this statistic during the boring Biostatistics class on the frequency i blog (that is, when i was still using multiply for blogging).

and the statistics showed that it was during exams/ assignments submission periods that marked the peak of my blogging frequency.

and i guess that still holds true! lol..

how many more assignments before i can truly enjoy mid-sem break? i wouldnt even dare to count!

back to EOD assignment. ciao!
ohmygod...

...how did it get to the-twenty-something of September in just a blink??

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

"terlajak kata tak boleh undur"

ok lar i know it's a bit late but i dont follow news happened back in malaysia/singapore mar.. haha paisei..

so, this Bukit Bendera Umno chief Datuk Ahmad Ismail (dunno who exactly) had said something nasty to the Chinese community. (no need to search for that lar). anyway my personal view is that since it was the merdeka month and thus racist remark as such shouldnt have been made..and i somewhat think that Tun Mahathir's blog (see here) is somewhat not that appropriate (some statements are wrong eg #9 coz im so sure wee meng chee apologized.. and also he isnt even -ahem- pemimpin.. anyway let's not side track). i'm somewhat can't help but think Tun Mahathir is not happy with Pak Lah's performance, but i wonder if it ever occur to him that it is exactly his own styles of governing that lead to the -ahem- politic situation now in Malaysia (eg the Anwar case). My personnal view is that there should not be ONE single leader that lead tooooooooo long. hahaa =X And in this incident, i personally think that he shouldnt have to publish such post.. it was like add oil to the burning fire.. a bit dumb.. and i somewhat think he is trying to create another round of racist issue and interfere with the politics.. haiz. i somewhat think probably he is too free after retirement..

anyway my persoanal point of view is that it is the person who responsible should apologize, not the PM/party. he is the leader and he should have those critical thinking skill and justify what should be said and what should not. being insensitive is the one main thing that some of the leaders always intentionally or unintentionally do, creating rounds and rounds and chaos.. in fact, i think they are having fun out of it -.-"

im not sure but i think the more i explore other countries (whether physically or just discussing with other people from other countries i met), (and uncontrollably compare that to my own country), the more i think things could be better since we are self-claim we are 'berbilang kaum' (which means multi racial). races aside, we are all malaysian. how i wish it somewhat turn into a better place to live in (politically and economically peace and harmony), as oppse for most of my friends say "wah u in sg/aussie now?? dont come back lar! malaysia no hope ald!"

which is like so sad can? after all it is the place where my darah tumpah-ed. even if im in sg/aussie, i still dunno how to sing their national songs ok!


p/s* i must again emphasize that all the statements in this post are based on MY OWN PERSONAL VIEW (as u can see there is a lot of "somewhat" and "personally"). u could have different opinion, that's fine. i'm very into human rights one ;) but dun sue me lar. im poor student who, if u sue me, i'll sure lose the law suit coz i got no $ to hire lawyer! lolx

p/p/s* anything written in here don't necessarily represent what i in the future. hmm, yea. that's it.

Friday, September 05, 2008

我的月亮天蠍日

情緒:尊嚴很受傷的日子, 很沒章法的兩天半。


事件:像聽到人家形容我的某個行為很像我很討厭的个性,當場聽到害我覺得很受辱而介意得不得了,想窮究到底哪裡像而更狼狽不堪。又有一次是我跟人聊天,談到一個曾經欺負過我的人,我的內心當然是滿腹委屈,但不知情的朋友居然說那個人是好人這種話,聽得我又開始不舒服,若他是好人,那我是什麼呢?活該嗎?反正,這真是很挑戰自我、黑暗面充斥的。

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

i finally insert a chat box in this blog.
the html stuff to insert a chat box is still quite an easy stuff for me.
although i still dunno how to add the title and allow comment thingy..
bleh.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

quite a lot of things happened recently. a bit complicated to blog it down 'coz it involves the degree of details which is hard to justify. somemore all parties i know one. tsk tsk. what de. i said i wana be low profile le.

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din manage to do anything at all for THE SECOND DAY already =( so unproductive. i hate. all because i spend too much time thinking abt the incidence i mentioned above. stupid lar. not like got any kind of resolution.

and its f***ing NONE OF MY BUSINESS except i know all of the people that involved!

so? no 'SO' lar. to quote ~ju's Stupid Brain. I want a new one! I also want a new one! one that is a little more self-centred *a-hem* and dont-care-too-much-dont-think-too-much abt what's not your concern.

tsk tsk. i want a new brain also.

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since i got no mood for study and assignment, i went to lab more often and do research hahaa.
but when back home can do what? i also dunno...
end up read news and read blog only. hahaa.
aiyo. other people's story again.
*dun be influnced dun be influenced dun be influenced*
**else slap slap slap slap slapppppp!!**

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I think the main reason to my grouchiness these days, besides the fact that my brains are fried, is that I am losing faith.
I used to be so hopeful. Hopeful of people, hopeful of friends, hopeful of relationships, hopeful of the good of people.


I stopped being so.

Someday, I wish the hope will come back to me. Yet I am wary that all the disappointments being hopeful might bring.

from ScarletTing's Out of My Mind

okie, i'm not alone. lolx.